LA Wildfires - Jan 2025

Wildfires in CA have become like the hurricanes in Florida. You know theyre coming every year, but not how many or how big they’ll be.

In the Los Angeles area we’re usually spared the worst of it. We generally only get smoke, and ash that floats in from elsewhere. Not this year. This year we’re being brutalized.

At the moment, there are 5+ active fires in our region that are all larger than 10 acres. The most devastating of these are the Palisades and Eaton fires:

All of these fires only started yesterday when it was dry and the Santa Ana winds were extremely strong. Sustained winds of 45-55 mph, and gusts in the mountain areas of 90+ mph. It caused the fires to expand fast and the air-tankers that often drop flame-retardant or water were prevented from flying.

The devastation these fires have already caused is mind-boggling. We have a number of friends who have lost their homes and many more whose are at-risk. To this point…thankfully…no one we know has been injured.

We’re the little blue dot towards the bottom of that image. As you can see the fires kind of border us to the north and west. East and south are less problematic and our area is currently only in a Red Flag Warning zone but not subject to evacuation warnings or orders…yet. The real concerning fire is the new on at Runyon Canyon (the Sunset fire) which is very close to us and relatively new. It started this afternoon.

I can’t help but reflect that two of the places now burning are just up the block from where we used to live and hike years ago (Sunset fire), and the area to which we were hoping to move as many of our friends did (Altadena - the Eaton fire). I guess I feel fortunate that we’re still where we are. :people_hugging:

We’ve packed a few ‘go bags’ just in case though. That’s been a surreal exercise in answering the question, “what do I actually care about?”

We have a lot of crap. If I’m honest…way too much. And I’ve kept most of it because I’m a sentimental so and so, always telling myself it’s for ‘archival’ purposes; someday I’ll use this to tell someone a cool story.

Who am I kidding? We have no kids to pass any of this crap off to, and just because I value the coin collection that had been my grandfather’s, no one else will. And you face this kind of truth when you’re trying to pack a bag to carry life essentials and you look at all the things you’ve collected and think, “That could burn, and yeah I’d be bummed but I’ll live. I don’t give enough of a fuck to lug it around.”

I guess some electronics, legal docs, passports, and maybe some of our old, un-digitized photos are the only things I really want to take. And some very old family records. But other than that…my shit is shit.

Though maybe I do need to take my golf clubs. Some day I’ll want to play again. :slight_smile:

And it goes without saying, Grey is in this adventure with us. He’s got his own ‘go bag’ with his necessities. These last two days have been hard on him though. I swear he can sense something is wrong. He’s been more skittish than usual, just like we have. (It’s hard not to doom-refresh the fire maps.) I feel like his constant vigilance and wandering is much the same. Hopefully the danger passes soon and he can go back to his normal skittishness. :cat:

I’m not a religious person but if you are, I would ask that you send prayers to those who are in danger or who have lost so much.

As I find resources that can help, I’ll post those in replies so you can do more than that, if you’re so moved.

Be safe.

As I think about what I’ve written, and Loretta and I discuss more of the things we might need to take with us, I can’t help but wonder where do we go?

I see so many friends on FB talking about evacuating, and I’m glad…but deep, deep down I know that none of us know if we’re actually headed towards safety. There are small fires breaking out everywhere. Some, I’m sure, set on purpose. How do we know which won’t grow into the next horrific catastrophe?

Like so much in life, I guess I just need to make the best choice I can with what I know at this moment. We’re extremely privileged to be able to go anywhere and not be stuck living in our cars. We just have to decide where that will be.

Resources that could be useful

https://lafd.org/alerts

https://www.fireaid.info/ - Mutual Aid resources throughout LA County, including opportunities to volunteer.

https://www.disasterassistance.gov/ - Apply for individual assistance through FEMA

GoFundMe campaigns for friends who have lost their homes

With all this devastation in our community, some of my friends have been hit particularly hard. As that number grows, I’ll be adding links here to GoFundMe campaigns set up to help them through this terrible time. I’m sure they’ll appreciate anything you can give.

And others…

This is a larger Google doc of other members of the LA artistic community who have lost their homes with a link to their GoFundMe campaigns. If you know any of them, please help.

Things calmed down over the weekend…for us at least. The fires have continued to grow but with lower winds and the heroic work of first responders, especially the fire-fighters from SoCal, NoCal, surrounding states, Canada, and Mexico, there has been growing containment. The Eaton fire turned more towards the unpopulated area of the Angeles National Forest, while the Palisades fire turned more towards Topanga State Park:

We’re still on edge, like so many of us in LA, because the fires aren’t out yet and the forecast for the coming week is that the Santa Ana winds will kick back up. It was these hot dry winds, with sustained speeds of 40-70mph that caused the fires to explode as they did. And those same winds grounded the air support that would normally have been able to drop water/flame retardant much earlier than they did.

We’re told the winds shouldn’t be as strong this time around, but any winds right now make this dangerous situation worse. We’re still seeing ash fall in our yard, and because we live in a very old neighborhood, full of historic wood homes, every little piece of ash or possible ember makes me very, very nervous.

And because of that, even though we’ve still never been under an evacuation warning, we’ve still got our ‘go bags’ packed. We’ve had time to find some personal family things we’d pack in the car in the hopes of retaining some of that history should the worst happen. But the conversations that we’ve found ourselves having with each are just surreal. I mean, what DO I want in my backpack if we have to abandon the car? And if we are in that situation…will it really matter? Fleeing on foot from an oncoming fire line seems like a hopeless scenario.

And yet…here we are…having these ‘planning’ conversations from within the relative safety of our still-standing home. I can’t help but think about that while friends have either lost their homes, or evacuated and are still waiting to hear if theirs have been spared this nightmare.

I also find myself unable to post on FB other than just general things…not only because I’m unwilling to elevate that fact-hating disgusting platform…but because the grief is overwhelming. I can’t bring myself to flood friends’ streams with the same thoughts and sentiments that hundreds of others are. Of course, I feel pain for their plight. Of course I want to help. I also know as much as it may help, it will never be enough. Perhaps that though is a bit of self-preservation, or some of that contrarian streak in me, or a feeling like ‘we’re still in this, let’s keep working to get though it’ which doesn’t want me to comment on the current state of things, I don’t know.

Someone at work asked if I could’ve imagined this 2 weeks ago. At the time I said, ‘no’ but the more I thought about it, the truth is that yes, I could’ve imagined it, but why would I? I’m keenly aware that life can change in an instant, but I don’t go through life afraid of that each day. At least not anymore. :hugs:

This duality of life…that we can hold both/many ideas/feelings at the same time…has always fascinated and frustrated me. And here we are again. Another extremely painful example of it. And it’s not over. I may be telling a very different story in the coming weeks, months. Yet this is where I am in the plot line now, so this is all I have.

Woke up today very happy to see that the high winds forecast through the night hadn’t materialized. Because of this the firefighters were able to increase the containment of both the Eaton and Palisades fires. I had to look up what it actually means when a fire is contained.

It’s not quite as hopeful as I thought…but it makes sense. With the winds we experienced last week there was no way a fire could be contained. Like I said, we’re a ways away from the Eaton and Palisades fires (9.74 and 15.75 miles respectively) and but we’ve had ash falling into our yard for a week.

Knowing that makes it a lot easier to see through the lies and misinformation being peddled by some online. And here’s a great article from LAist that talks about that:

We’re hopeful that the wind stays down and the fires will be contained even more. But the devastation to our city goes beyond just the displaced people. It will take years for communities to be rebuilt and even then, the soul of those places has been torn asunder. Rebuilding that will take decades.